I admit I've always wanted to be a dancer/gymnast/awesome musician/football player/competitive motorcyclist etc and when I have kids I want them to be dancers, gymnasts, musicians, athletes... all those dreams that I can never achieve. I want to have beautiful, happy, intelligent kids. Who wouldn't?
I definitely do not one a kid like myself.
Short, overweight, unhealthy, terrible complexion, ugly teeth, untalented... The only thing I am not is stupid. Other than that, I'm nobody's dream kid.
I am definitely not like my mum. I doubt I am her dream child either. She doesn't say much but I know she wants to bring up my half sister to be the kid I never could be - healthy, tall, sporty, beautiful. She is going to be a dancer and most probably a hockey player too. She's probably gonna even start yoga from age 5. She will grow up healthy and beautiful. Slim. Sometimes I feel my mum secretly hates me. I hope not.
I doubt I am my dad's dream child either. I hardly ever talk to him anymore. But I can tell my half sister from his side will most probably grow up in a nice happy family.
Maybe things would have been different if I was the perfect kid.
x
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Sandy, this is totally not my place to say this.. but speaking on behalf of Joan, Jon, Dilini, and the rest of us, honestly we love you. All those "negative" things you listed about yourself are untrue. You are so brilliant in everything you do, I'm sure your parents are proud of you.
Wah you say until like that. Nobody was born perfect, including yourself and me. Life would be too boring if everything was perfect :)
Although I have never said it and I know I have never said it, you are a very good girl whom parents would be proud of. I know I am very proud of you even though I don't agree with you at times :P But that's in the past, you are a dream child to me even though I don't show my affections enough or I display it in a very offending/weird manner i guess.
You must have more confidence in yourself, your character is bubbly and you bring joy to the people around you. That's the most important thing! Don't ever look down on yourself or compare yourself to others, it won't do you any justice.
Ok enough of my ramblings, you are definately my dream daughter and I pray that you will always stay cheerful and upbeat no matter what.
And do look me up if you have any issues instead of keeping things to yourself. Said that many times already in the past, do share your problems with me if you can. I definately need to work on our communication :)
Study hard hard future bright bright :)
Kun
I'm glad now I know how you feel!
Finally a big relief off my chest =)
❤
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